it's my 100th birthday and no one's brought me cake...

....so i guess this picture will have to do.
ladies and gentler ones, this is my 100th post and i must say that i am very proud of myself.
blogs are so much fun. i never used to really be into them. i mean, i have always thought that it would be cool to let the world know what i was musing about for that moment but i never really got around to doing it. then one day i was looking at photography and i came across a blog where i found many interesting things that caused me to want to start one as well. i am terribly sorry that i can not think of the blog that got me going. how awful is that? but it was last year and i have a horrid memory for names.
it is so incredible how much i have changed since i started my blog towards the end of '08. people around me have noticed my changes and behavior. i am not the same alexandra jane most people are used to. i have always been more mature for my age but in the past couple of months i have grown up even more. my friends and family have stated that i have become more gentler and kinder in my speaking to people, i have been taking even more responsibility for my actions and with being an adult.
my life has been a collection of many, many rollercoasters that seem to never stop twisting and turning, sending me on a stomach-churning ride. it has been good for me however and i am grateful for it because without the suffering, i would never have known what it was like to be happy. just when you think the dark could go on forever, the sun starts to peek out from the horizon.
i am really proud of myself. this blog had enabled me to write down my thoughts and feelings, muses, and addictions. i have never been one for journal or diary writing. it bores me i believe because with a diary, you can't get feedback! :)
i hope i can continue to write down as many fanciful dreams as i can.
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photo link:
http://lookbook.nu/look/77016-because-I-never-grew-out-of-wearing-tutus