
i used to feel this way awhile back when i had depression and such. i love this song.
the beginning of "when it rains" by paramore:
and when it rains
on this side of town it touches
everything
just say it again and mean it
we don't miss a thing
you made yourself a bed at the bottom
of the blackest hole(Blackest hole)
and convinced yourself that it's not the reason
you don't see the sun anymore