Saturday, June 27, 2009


i'll watch you falling from me.
when you hit the ground,
maybe you'll see
the only way to fall is down
i'll be up in the stars but
i'll be anywhere you are
just say you need me and
i'll come down.
we'll never know,
we'll never, ever know
if you just let it go.
if it comes undone,
then tie up your loose ends.
when the colors run,
then all of the shapes blend.

below the innocent surface is quite the most heavenly sin.

this is incredible.
decorative chocolate covered oreos.
pure genius.
buy them here:

i'll come to life for you as long as you agree to play.

i have to admit,
even though i have been afraid of dolls my whole life,
i am addicted to these ones.
i don't know why,
but they fasinate me.
i found them on etsy.

i wish i looked like a fairy queen when i bathed in my tub.

more sofia and mauro.
i am really loving these bathtub photos lately.

five in the morning and i slowly chance a look at the sky only to find that there is still so much to hide.

big surprise!
i can't sleep again.
it is nearly five in the morning.
the sun is going to come up soon.
i can already hear birds outside.
i don't get this, i don't even drink caffeine which is weird because all my friends and family do.
and i don't take naps during the day.
so why the hell am i never sleeping?
this next part might be a little bit of a spoiler but read on if you wish.
i saw the new transformers movie last night.
what a freaking waste of money and time.
it was really horrible.
i know nearly everyone is absolutely loving it.
but i hated it with a passion.
i never laughed when it was meant to be intentional.
i actually laughed when it was meant to be serious.
in fact, i laughed hysterically.
i kind of felt bad for the people around me.
the acting was terrible.
megan fox was a slut, along with that new girl that had that scorpion tail thing coming out of her ass.
shia labeouf was annoying at times.
the special effects weren't nearly as good as the first one.
the humping dogs really got on my nerves, along with those tiny twin cars.
plus, it was really unrealistic.
i mean, i know it was just a movie.
but still, hollywood has to have some boundries as to what can really happen.
there is just know possible way that a huge sun-destroyer could survive inside the pyramid of giza for millions of years and no one even knowing about it.
and the story did not make much sense either.
i left the movie theater with more questions than i had going in.
my friends want to hang out today.
i am rather tempted to just stay home though.
i want to work on some art and i will probably need a nap.
i hope the rest of you are sleeping alright.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

such a lonely day, and it's mine.

today was so long and boring.
i got some more painting done.
and i worked on some other art stuff that i have been wanting to do.
but i was so very, very lonely all day.
i almost felt like i have just wasted away on the computer when i wasn't painting.
summer has been so dull and grey since it has started.
i was supposed to start my summer class but me mum is being very difficult and won't let me.
i need to move out.
and to move out i need money.
and in order to get money i need a job.
but no one is fucking hiring because of the economy.
damn it.
damn, damn, damn.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

welcome in the new.

i changed my blog around.
i hate staying the same for too long.
i love change.
hope you all like it.
man i have been blogging a lot today.
hopefully it isn't too much. ;)

i woke up dreaming... again.

i told you i was in a dreamy mood.

my latest fashion finds found variously online.