i want breakfast with audrey...

because i love her.
if she was still living today i would kidnap her and marry her. her and her cat named "cat."
she is one of the most equisitely and admirably women in all of history.
am i wrong?
no i am not.
here are some snapshots of her in one of my favorite movies of her and one of my favorite movies of all time:
breakfast at tiffany's.

one of my most beloved parts in the whole movie.

if you have lived your life without seeing this classic movie you really are not living.

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here audrey is again. i am in love with her classic, elegant, and graceful style. i doubt she ever needed to put any effort into what she did and is still doing to people everywhere.

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photos found on google images.

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keep daydreaming!

surveyed.

Are your parents married or divorced? my parents are divorced.
Are you a vegetarian? yes to an extent i am. i only eat meat if i am forced and i can't see it.
Do you believe in Heaven? heaven is something i believe in yes, but i am not sure where it is or who gets to live there.
Have you ever come close to dying? a few times.
What jewelry do you wear 24/7? i wear my peace and love neckalace and a couple of bracelets that match pretty much everything.
Are you eating? not at the moment. i had some doritos a couple of minutes ago.
Do you eat the stems of broccoli? yes but they have to be cooked. i hate cold veggies.
Do you wear makeup? yes but not a lot.
Would you ever have plastic surgery? no. i think if i had that kind of money i would just go to italy or something.
What do you wear to bed? shorts and a T.
Have you ever done anything illegal? yes but nothing drastic.
Can you roll your tounge? haha yes. i had to do it just now to make sure i could.
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend? nope. neither.
Do you believe in Abortions? only if the mother's life is in danger. other than that, i think everyone child should have a chance.
What is your Hair color? auburn-brown, black, and purple.
Future child's name, boy and girl? oh i like so many.
Do you smoke? no i do not.
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? italy.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? one yes but it so big i use it as a pillow.
If you won the lottery, what would you do first? go to italy or buy myself a lovely apartment in the city somewhere.
Gold or silver? silver
Hamburger or hot dog? hamburger if i had to choose.
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? reeses, frapaccinos, and pasta.
City, beach or country? a city near the beach. :)
What was the last thing you touched? the keyboard.
Where did you eat last? here in my house.
When's the last time you cried? the other day.
Do you read blogs? yes i do.
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? haha i do sometimes. not like over the top, but i wear men's clothes sometimes. they are comfy.
Ever been involved with the police? yes.
What's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap? garnier fruitis
Do you talk in your sleep? no but i have been known to cry.
Ocean or pool? ocean.
What's your favorite song at the moment? Carve Your Name by The Grates.
Have you ever had a cavity? no i never have.
Window seat or aisle seats? window.
Ever met anyone famous? not really. they weren't that known.
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? yes i do. i have come such a long way.
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? i do both.
What is your fav. sport to play? swimming and raquet ball.
Basketball or football? football
When was the last time you went to the bathroom? about two hours ago.
Do you drive a stick? as a matter of fact i do. it is a piece of shit car.
Cake or ice cream? icecream although right now i want some chocolate cake or some beautiful cupcakes.
Are you self-conscious? sometimes yes.
Are you in love with any of your close friends? no i am not. don't get me wrong, some of my friends are very attractive but i would never want to ruin our relationships.
Have you ever given money to a bum? no.
Have you been in love? not exactly.
Where do you wish you were? boston right now.
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? nope.
Can you tango? yes. well i learned to but i kind of forgot. i could remember it if someone started dancing it with me again though.
Last gift you received? a frapaccino from my friend.
What occasion did you recieve your gift? it was senior-sluff day. haha
Last thing you spent lots of money on? pants.
Where do you live? in bloody utah.
Last wedding attended? an old family friend's daughter. she got married to an eastern world man and it was very beautifully arranged. so many flowers and fruit and colorful dresses.
Favorite restaurant? tuccis's, olive garden, gobora brothers, and pad thai.
What is your favorite kind of car? i like older cars. they have a history and personality.
Most hated food(s)? mushrooms, seafood, and meat.
Most loved food(s)? food that is blasting with flavors.
Can you sing? people say i can but i just goof around.
Person on your mind? this boy.
What's your least fav. chores? i hate all chores. haha
Favorite drink? italian sodas and frapaccinos, guava juice, mango juice, papaya juice and horchatas.
Currently have a Crush? no not right now.
How long was your longest drive in a car? a full 24 hours to wisconsin.

it isn't a lie, she is beautiful.

i found these just a second ago.

mischa barton on the set of her new movie, "beautiful lie"

i love her outfits!

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photos found on mischa's facebook page.

inspire me.

so all of you know that i am soon moving into my own apartment (roommates not included.)
and i want it to look like me.
unfortunately i have had to endure eighteen years of living in me mum's idea of style:
pictures of jesus on every wall,
five bibles in every room,
pink accessories,
fake flowers because she can't keep real ones alive to save her life,
and ect.
so being out on my own will be kind of what the pilgrims felt when they were finally aloud to leave england to leave their own way.
so being in the pre-jitter excitement state, i found these rooms that i find qutie inspiring and beautiful.

'til it happens to you.

this is a song by corinne bailey rae. it is exactly how i have been feeling lately. it is called "'til it happens to you"

I know what I said, was heat of the moment.

There's a little truth in between the words we spoke and,

it's a little late now to fix a heart that's broken.

Please don't ask me where I'm going.

Cause I don't know.

No I don't know, anymore.

It used to feel like heaven,

It used to feel like May.

I used to hear those violins playing heart strings like a symphony,

Now they've gone away.

Nobody wants to face the truth, but you won't believe what love can do.

Till it happens to you.

Till it happens to you.

Went to, the old flat, guess I was trying to turn the clock back, but how comes

That nothing feels the same now when I'm with you?

We used to stay up all night, in the kitchen, when our love was new.

Ooooh love,

Am I a fool to believe in you?

'Cause I don't know, no I don't know anymore.

It used to feel like heaven, it used to feel like May.

I used to hear those violins playing heart strings like a symphony, now they're gone away.

Nobody wants to know the truth until their hearts broken.

Don't you dare tell them what you think to do,till they get over.

You can only learn these things from experience

When you get older.

I just wish that someone would've told me.

Mmm hmm mmmm.

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i was contacted by my favorite cousin yesterday on facebook. i have not spoken to him in years and haven't seen him since i was younger. he is around thirty years old and lives in boston. he spends his days partying and living it up driving down the streets with the top down on his way to cafes. i miss him and want to visit. he told me that he has a spare bedroom with my name written all over it.

shawn, as soon as i get the money, i am coming.

i want to get out of this shit hole so terribly bad. it sucks ass. the girls here are nothing but drama and can't have a conversation worth while to save their lives and the boys are just that: boys. they are so immature and all act as if we are still in gradeschool.

i want freedom.

i want life.

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here are the rest of my pictures. :) :)

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photography by lisa crook

editing by lisa crook and michelle woolf

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so here it is:

i got my pictures taken. hopefully you all will like them .:)

all photography by lisa crook

editing by lisa crook and michelle woolf