such a lonely day, and it's mine.

today was so long and boring.

i got some more painting done.

and i worked on some other art stuff that i have been wanting to do.

but i was so very, very lonely all day.

i almost felt like i have just wasted away on the computer when i wasn't painting.

summer has been so dull and grey since it has started.

i was supposed to start my summer class but me mum is being very difficult and won't let me.

i need to move out.

and to move out i need money.

and in order to get money i need a job.

but no one is fucking hiring because of the economy.

damn it.

damn, damn, damn.