a song by staind that explains how i am feeling right now. it is called afraid to be alone.

I force myself through another day

Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything

Right in my face

And I try to be the one

I can't accept this all because of you

I've had to walk away

From everything

I'm afraid to be alone

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again

Hotel rooms my only friend

And friends like that just don't add up

To anything

And I try so hard to be everything

That I should never take away from you again

'Cause I heard ya say

I'm afraid to be alone

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I'm afraid to come back home

I cannot forgetI live with regretI cannot forget

I live with...I'll live through this

I can't see through this

I can't do this anymore

I'm afraid to be alone

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I just wish I was back home

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