between the lines i saw the light but unfortunately it decided to hide from me.

i am exhausted.

can i just say that i hate sleepovers?

i mean, i think i am too old for them now.

i know some may say, "i will never be too old for that kind of stuff. i love being a kid"

but i am not like that.

even when i was around eight years old, i remember wishing i was older.

i was never a big fan of being a child.

ten and a half years older and i still feel the same way.

i guess certain situations in life force you to be like that sometimes.

all my friends are these happy, bright, youth-like girls.

they never want to grow up.

they love sleepovers, little makeovers, gossip, partying, ect.

i do not know how i ever got stuck with them. haha

i love them all to death but i am just so different from them.

last night was the big all-night senior party.

i think i was the only one from my school that did not go.

i am not a party person.

i mean, i love having a good time and i don't mean to sound "boring" or something.

i am just on the more shy and quiet side who would probably have more fun having a deep conversation than partying it up all night with men and flirty girls.

shrug.

it just is not me.

whenever i have a sleepover at my friend's house i can never wait to go home.

and when i have a friend spend the night at my house i can not wait for them to leave.

i love spending time with people, but i am not willing to spend every moment of the day with people like my friends do.

i am a very independant person and have no problem spending time with myself and doing things myself.

the reason why i even bring this up is because my friend perlita spent the night last night.

she ate all my food, wanted to watch pathetic and unoriginal chick-flicks, and wanted to complain on and on about boys in her life.

it was so annoying.

i would say more but i got to go.

i got to do some stuff.

i hope you all have a great morning, afternoon, evening, or night, depending on where you all are.

:)

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by the way, my camera is broken. grr.

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picture: me.